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The world within

Whenever an event occurs, which generates mass hysteria; the underlying factor is that hundreds/millions of people have their own beliefs/ faiths associated with it. These beliefs/ faiths border on individual excitement and when that crosses the threshold level moving on to trigger mass excitement. These events so far which I have observed are generally sports events whether they be Olympics, winter games, cricket, soccer, individual games, also in recent years colour revolution, Anna Hazare's mass Groupings generating some events we could never believe could ever happen after the 19 century. The world being an Oyster doesn't permit any external force to impede its own development. the internal factors inside the Oyster are the only ones who are regulating its own growth, sustainence and overall development. The internal factors which I talk about here are the ones which are a manifestation of the passions, thoughts, beliefs of individuals. Now these factors when grouped...

Cheshire Cat - How I love him!!

One memorable conversation between Alice and the Cheshire Cat happens when she asks him for directions: He first asks her where she is headed. Alice says that she doesn’t care where. To which the  Cat responds: "Then it doesn't matter which way you go…" "--so long as I get SOMEWHERE," Alice continues. "Oh, you're sure to do that," he said, "if you only walk long enough."

Invictus: One of which I like!!

Knew about it all along, but saw the movie yesterday. Read it on net and realised it was plain; how i perceive it. Shaurya to Live! Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find, me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll. I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.

just Me!

This week I just wanted to me anyone but just me.. maybe a kumaoni with a baby joined on her hip and a lovable husband. Ya! that sounds nice. Or a nicey nice girl with a lovable boyfriend who calls on the phone and they just mutter sweet nothings. Or just another girl with a guy who croons melodies to make her sleep. Anyone but me, for Now! Guess common here is a guy, a lovable one at that, one who digs me! Have never felt this way, like ever! my life was always an open book, but only now; this chapter has blank pages. OK, this time I have made a new year resolution for 2012, emotion management, esp anger. Downloaded Joan Osboune's What if God was one of us? Wow!! long time since college...rem Now that is what I call music! this year has been so lonely, all calls i get are from office, thank God for small mercies. no friends; no crushes. First time w/o ppl! love my own company, but ppl have disappeared!  but i found kindness and happiness nt in frnds but in strangers,...

Life as I know it!

If someone wrongs you, she/he should feel bad and not you. If someone dislikes you, then that is his/her problem and you shouldnt be bothered by it at all. People are meant to be cared for and regarded well and things are supposed to be used; but we attach so much importance to things and care for them but we end up using up people without a regard for them. No school/college/university teaches us how to handle the different situations in life nor is how to live life taught to us anytime during our growing up years. All we ever learn is how to handle the routine mundane activities, some to do with our future profession and some to do with our hand to mouth existence. Wooh! I love maths and geography and history but as a child I couldn’t understand what the lessons these subjects want to teach me( which I will need to emulate practically all my adult life). And before I knew it I was plunged in this so called adult life where I am supposed to know all about handling/dealing with other h...

19 Feb 2011 --- 02 Apr 2011: THE CUP THAT COUNTS!

A man of genius is admired A man of power feared A man of character loved! A dream which was never dreamt came true! Six gets CWC 2011 home. Now I can close my eyes w/o a care in the world! This is the most fantafabulous moment day year of my life! Maane ab sab kuch theek hoga! Wow! Awesome! Life Rocks! We all feel as if sun is again smiling at us! We all feel as if whatever we touch will turn to gold, all wishes will come true! We are privileged to see this time, glorious epoch! And to top it all Sachin gets it all! God is finally happy! Destiny's child! Sachin gave us all a reason to WANT, DESIRE, ACHIEVE! God's will made 15 people's destiny rather India's to be immortalised forever! Wanna just talk to him!How could we lose with One God opening for us? The last time we won, me and my brother were kids! Now Ravi has his own kid! Any person who is alive now, is living in magical times. India Rocks! Funda1: The Vowel thing clicked in semis. Out of both the fina...

Sagittarius: Abt me!

SAGITTARIUS PERSONALITY Bold, dashing and spirited. It's a bit difficult to keep pace with you - whether it is in your movements or in your speech. You like to be free as the wind that blows, quite uncaring of the effect you may have on your surroundings. You could not care less and hate being in an atmosphere that is physically or emotionally claustrophobic. Somewhat lacking in tact, your foot-in-the-mouth syndrome could do with a little thought. Nevertheless, you are honest but more than a little tactless. Sagittarians are ambitious - always aiming higher than the goal they initially set for themselves. You love challenges and are too full of energy to sit still. Although you see yourself more as a sportsperson than an intellectual, you secretly enjoy reading, writing, and exploring subjects unknown to you. You are a good learner and would do extremely well as an academician. You are quite popular, albeit a bit unconventional and are loyal to your friends. Many of you enjoy the ...

I,Me,Myself

I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could fly Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite friendly, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I AM ONLY ME!!

Light into darkness

Breathtakingly good looking! The twinkle in his eyes  mysterious, as if they held the biggest secrets in the world. The first day I met him, I wished all along that he would glance at me, smile at me, talk to me. I believe I made a complete fool of myself, atlleast in my own eyes. He told me later that I was the most confident person he had ever met and this compliment he frequented even when he knew me well. The entire purpose of his existence was perhaps a larger mission, a passion never revealed but which was bigger than life. When I got to know him well, I was for once in awe of another person who could be so ethereal and real, effortlessly. I was irritated to be honest, but I wanted him to be a part of my life. He was the only awesome looking guy I knew for whom peer pressure and opinions was never an issue. He never was insecure about himself, cause his identity did not depend on other people's views. He was one of those people w...

Spirit Family.....

If there is a struggle between doing what is actually right and doing what seems right, then your ego is definitely interfering with your decision. Wooah! heavy loaded stuff! Watched this movie called 2 Brothers recently and I loved it cause of the underlying theme . Even after xeons of time molecules you can know your own from the rest and no matter what goes wrong even time can't erase the bonds that always existed  . It feels like all the lost time never really happened (except that you know you wasted time). You connect back and connect so well that you wonder why you moved apart in the first place. I guess there is this whole group of ppl you know who exist in this world whom you connect to in a jiffy and you want to be connected to them for like ever. It is like you always knew they existed and knew them right before the instant you met them. This rapport that exists between ppl whether connected by blood or inspite of it. It just happens! For someone like me,...

Running makes me happy!

Even though I have not been very consistent with my plans, it seems to be working. My new goal is to run for fun, I love the wind blowing in my hair. Yipee! I love the songs in my i pod all while running, I smile a lot while running. Love the flat abs too. Have doubled my distance too. It pains in places/muscles I didn't know, even existed!  I'll keep you updated!

Shaurya....

Is the absence of fear an only sign of the braves? Or is it the presence of fear overshadowed by plain self determination? The innumerable definitions define being brave as being invulnerable to fear or intimidation. In the same breath I also found this loaded one liner "Familiarity with danger makes a brave man braver but less daring". Does it mean bravery and daring are mutually exclusive? Does it mean that daring is always associated with the spirit? The word courage always was said aloud in the environment I grew up as the ultimate virtue. Hearing it almost endlessly, I once looked it up in a dictionary and I found that Courage was a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. I was also told on that courage comes by feeding on the fear of devil who is all around even inside us at times. I was always told that one who is courageous will always do what is right as dictated by the elements and this has been the oldest rule in the...

Sometimes back....contemplation!

Suddenly life seems all in place. Everyone I thought i knew well and kinda underestimated(wrong) or got comfortable with their intelligence have a new edge to their intelligence. Guess it was always there! See you fail to appreciate those around you cause they being them don't want to overwhelm you with their personna! I am shocked at my stupidity which caused me this blindness of the brain / mind. According to the Buddhists, brain doesn't exist; it is only the mind which is responsible for the mental efficiency and workforce of the human body; the understanding which we call sense. I have proved to myself that i am in no way wise. WISE??? Wise always brings the image of an owl before my brain tv... yeah, eh?? I love the the solemn looking, contemplating the world expression of the owl. Sometimes i am in half a frame of mind to ask him to talk to me about her view about my overzealous, overenergetic nature with so much energy having the zillion of mile long; molecule of focus!

Sachin...

Well, my first real memory of him is Atul Wassan picking him up and carrying him off the field, you can for sure see Wassan's ripling muscles but you can't see his face clearly and I guess I fell for him bigtime then. I remember how my heart cringed at the thought of his injury. Diidn't know whether I loved him or was it plain worship but i remember for sure that feeling growing up with me by leaps and bounds with every passing year. In my college I bunked classes only because of one guy, everytime. Never had I bunked classes for anyone, anything ever. But this just felt right deep in my bones. Just to see him play, I would skip meals, sleep and the world. I had many crushes after him but never did I share my crush with anyone cause of the 'J' factor; the green eyed purest emotion. But He is, was and will always be special.  There were times when i walked past all this but all this along my father, my cousin , my boss all consistently appreciated him. ...