Delightfully vague...

I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could fly Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite friendly, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I AM ONLY ME!!

Breathtakingly good looking! The twinkle in his eyes  mysterious, as if they held the biggest secrets in the world. The first day I met him, I wished all along that he would glance at me, smile at me, talk to me. I believe I made a complete fool of myself, atlleast in my own eyes. He told me later that I was the most confident person he had ever met and this compliment he frequented even when he knew me well. The entire purpose of his existence was perhaps a larger mission, a passion never revealed but which was bigger than life. When I got to know him well, I was for once in awe of another person who could be so ethereal and real, effortlessly. I was irritated to be honest, but I wanted him to be a part of my life. He was the only awesome looking guy I knew for whom peer pressure and opinions was never an issue. He never was insecure about himself, cause his identity did not depend on other people's views. He was one of those people w...

If there is a struggle between doing what is actually right and doing what seems right, then your ego is definitely interfering with your decision. Wooah! heavy loaded stuff! Watched this movie called 2 Brothers recently and I loved it cause of the underlying theme . Even after xeons of time molecules you can know your own from the rest and no matter what goes wrong even time can't erase the bonds that always existed  . It feels like all the lost time never really happened (except that you know you wasted time). You connect back and connect so well that you wonder why you moved apart in the first place. I guess there is this whole group of ppl you know who exist in this world whom you connect to in a jiffy and you want to be connected to them for like ever. It is like you always knew they existed and knew them right before the instant you met them. This rapport that exists between ppl whether connected by blood or inspite of it. It just happens! For someone like me,...

Even though I have not been very consistent with my plans, it seems to be working. My new goal is to run for fun, I love the wind blowing in my hair. Yipee! I love the songs in my i pod all while running, I smile a lot while running. Love the flat abs too. Have doubled my distance too. It pains in places/muscles I didn't know, even existed!  I'll keep you updated!

Is the absence of fear an only sign of the braves? Or is it the presence of fear overshadowed by plain self determination? The innumerable definitions define being brave as being invulnerable to fear or intimidation. In the same breath I also found this loaded one liner "Familiarity with danger makes a brave man braver but less daring". Does it mean bravery and daring are mutually exclusive? Does it mean that daring is always associated with the spirit? The word courage always was said aloud in the environment I grew up as the ultimate virtue. Hearing it almost endlessly, I once looked it up in a dictionary and I found that Courage was a quality of spirit that enables you to face danger or pain without showing fear. I was also told on that courage comes by feeding on the fear of devil who is all around even inside us at times. I was always told that one who is courageous will always do what is right as dictated by the elements and this has been the oldest rule in the...

Suddenly life seems all in place. Everyone I thought i knew well and kinda underestimated(wrong) or got comfortable with their intelligence have a new edge to their intelligence. Guess it was always there! See you fail to appreciate those around you cause they being them don't want to overwhelm you with their personna! I am shocked at my stupidity which caused me this blindness of the brain / mind. According to the Buddhists, brain doesn't exist; it is only the mind which is responsible for the mental efficiency and workforce of the human body; the understanding which we call sense. I have proved to myself that i am in no way wise. WISE??? Wise always brings the image of an owl before my brain tv... yeah, eh?? I love the the solemn looking, contemplating the world expression of the owl. Sometimes i am in half a frame of mind to ask him to talk to me about her view about my overzealous, overenergetic nature with so much energy having the zillion of mile long; molecule of focus!

Well, my first real memory of him is Atul Wassan picking him up and carrying him off the field, you can for sure see Wassan's ripling muscles but you can't see his face clearly and I guess I fell for him bigtime then. I remember how my heart cringed at the thought of his injury. Diidn't know whether I loved him or was it plain worship but i remember for sure that feeling growing up with me by leaps and bounds with every passing year. In my college I bunked classes only because of one guy, everytime. Never had I bunked classes for anyone, anything ever. But this just felt right deep in my bones. Just to see him play, I would skip meals, sleep and the world. I had many crushes after him but never did I share my crush with anyone cause of the 'J' factor; the green eyed purest emotion. But He is, was and will always be special.  There were times when i walked past all this but all this along my father, my cousin , my boss all consistently appreciated him. ...