just Me!

This week I just wanted to me anyone but just me.. maybe a kumaoni with a baby joined on her hip and a lovable husband. Ya! that sounds nice. Or a nicey nice girl with a lovable boyfriend who calls on the phone and they just mutter sweet nothings. Or just another girl with a guy who croons melodies to make her sleep. Anyone but me, for Now! Guess common here is a guy, a lovable one at that, one who digs me!

Have never felt this way, like ever! my life was always an open book, but only now; this chapter has blank pages. OK, this time I have made a new year resolution for 2012, emotion management, esp anger. Downloaded Joan Osboune's What if God was one of us? Wow!! long time since college...rem Now that is what I call music!

this year has been so lonely, all calls i get are from office, thank God for small mercies. no friends; no crushes. First time w/o ppl! love my own company, but ppl have disappeared!  but i found kindness and happiness nt in frnds but in strangers, not from quarters i expected from!

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